Empat Juni

When i have a boyfriend or someone that really close to myself

I usually too care

I always too care 

More.. more than i can care to myself

At some point it turned into a fright

Im afraid to lose them if i didnt do anything on their lives 

Till i forgot..

I forgot to live my life because im to busy helping them living their lives

Well I dont want to be like that anymore

I dont want to live that life anymore

I wanna do whatever i want, I’ll go wherever i need, I’ll be with whoever I should. 

But god sent you

That time when u said you’ll keep me safe until i find what im looking for

And you’ll keep me safe until i found my way back home

That’s when i know I’ll never be alone anymore even if I choose myself